#IM IN DEEP

[bammtoris]

[foxwithapen]

Imagining an animatic to the song 3 Hours with a Closeup Magician where it's the characters from transcendental cha cha cha rn. The DJ is the boyfriend character, the void guy is the girlfriend, and the normal human guy is the closeup magician. Do you see my vision

[anteroom-of-death]

Whouffaldi ass song written by the man himself

[chaotic-woso]

Accidentally started writing 2K words of an Agatha/Rio AU fic instead of working on the multiple things I already have in progress

[sapphellroan]

Wednesday then said, “Fetch.”

[kilucore]

did someone say shanks @ buggy

[gael-garcia]

oh 2017 me was so correct

[slaasherslut]

I would like to thank all of you that followed me for my slasher content and putting up with my annoying bombardment of call of duty content. I love you guys 🖤🖤🖤

[raceweek]

[larz-barz]

MORE SPIDER MILO ARTTTTTT:3

[little-mr-insomniac]

People always ask how I'm doing, and all I can muster is a smile and a "Fine", In truth if I try and speak I know my voice will fail me, I know I'll break down and cry until I make myself sick. I know that if I tried nobody would understand why I feel the way I do. You want to know the truth? I'll tell you the truth.

I'm tired of existing, tired of pretending that I'm fine and that I'm in control over myself. I'm tired of putting everyone and everything before me, only to be used and made to believe it's my fucking fault. I'm so tired of giving and giving and giving only for people to stab me in the back and lie about me to others who don't even know me. I can't keep living the way I'm living, sure I've gotten over the hurdle of transitioning but that didn't magically make my life better.

For God's sake I'm so lonely that I meladaptive day dream everyday and put myself in situations where I'm fucking happy for once. I cry when playing rpg videogames because that stupid pixelated character is still holding it together while everything crashes around them. I over think everything because I trusted people to easily and got hurt over and over again.

I shouldn't be up till 5'oclock in the morning dissociating so hard because I feel that it's not okay to cry. I shouldn't have drank almost an entire bottle of wine last night on my 21st birthday because it was better then letting my emotions go. I shouldn't have to do the things I do, or feel the things I feel because my mind is telling me it isn't okay to ask for help.

Therapy won't fix me, medication won't fix me because it hasn't so far despite the numerous attempts throughout my life.

All I want is to he happy with the man looking back at me in the mirror, be loved by someone who genuinely means it and isn't just going to use me. I want to be held by someone so badly.

But I'm just here, I'm here struggling and slowly rotting away because I feel so worthless and useless.

Please someone tell me it's okay, tell me you love me and hold me close so I'm not so alone.

[mikafever]

I LOVE hockey. I love the sport. It’s my favorite sport, of many sports I enjoy. I love the game. It is SO good. I love that puck. I love goals. I love shots. I love passing. I love offensive plays. I love defensive plays. I love it. But when Mika Zibanejad is on the ice.. I do not follow the puck

[alwaysanovice]

I think I'm falling into my Glass Animals phase now. I never want to drag myself out of this hole

[blacktofade]

I'm rebranding to a 24/7 nutria blog

[lois-thegreat]

finished reading noels blog 🤗

[marknee]

going to bed at 8pm so i can be up at 4am for ateez’s comeback #priorities